My sister's gone. My twin is dead. Paddie Cake, I miss you. Why did you leave me?
I don't know what I'm going to do now. I've never been without Paddie. Mum and Dad are devastated. I just. . . I can't even think.
I'm numb. And I know that seems like a horrid thing to say. . . but I've cried so much already, I don't think I can cry anymore. I need someone to help me, to hold me. I need Padma. . .